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[Jul. 31st, 2005|01:26 am] |
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soo tommarrow i think is going to be one of the hardest days in my life. i have to see you, say goodbye and speak at ur veiwing. im going to meet brian tho like i was suppose to do for you, like i promised. i love you and i wish things were different but things sux. but ill see you eventually and i cry for you love you baby! |
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[Jul. 29th, 2005|10:02 pm] |
nothing seems to be right with out you! ill always love you, your one of the best people to have ever come across my life. here is a painful goodbye for you LOVE YOU..
in loving memory of devon harrison turner my one true love |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2005|09:25 pm] |
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so im going to orlando tommarrow to pay my 89.00$ ticket OH JOY. it sux i have to drive out there. this should be fun. so i went ad hung out with my friend jerry today, had to take my sisters stupid friends hom and there was a wolf spider in my car so that didnt help... 10 mins down the road i hear the kids in the back screaming THERE IS A SPIDER BACK HERE, me being deathly afraid of spiders, freaks out swerves off the road and jumps outta the car. it ran under my seat and we couldnt get it out! uhh it sucked, and then we picked up my friend kristen and went to chill with james, josh, eugene, travis, jen and chad. now im home YAY for my exciting day! |
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| MESSY! |
[Jun. 21st, 2005|01:04 pm] |
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| |  PERINATING! YUCK | ] |
Does anyone have a tarpoon for my pusshwah, cuz im perinating! thanks for caring or not THIS SUCKS |
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[Jun. 21st, 2005|12:30 am] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Grease~GREASE LIGHTNING | ] |
Sittin in my room listenin to grease soundtrack cuz thats how we rolll in polk county!! noone comments on my shit anymore maybe thats cuz i have nothing interesting to say anymore! Alisha |
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| a little poem i wrote when we were together! |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|11:27 am] |
BEAUTY IN YOUR EYES!
Beautiful heart i which you trust
you look into my eyes with such lust
my luscious lips in which you stare
my eyes so bright that shine when your near
my smile so radiant and gently defined
a personality of one in a million that lights up the sky
innocent i love yous and hopelessly unashamed
angels in heaven picked out my name
short and dainty with a shy sexy cover
making you never want to look at another
delicious tan complextion and short lil toes
a sexy flat stomach and a sexy ... (you wish you could know)
cheek bones that are high and perfectly composed
small lil ears and a cute button nose
i shine like the moon with glory and radiance
you make me feel so truly beautiful then i ever felt before
please make me remain as beautiful as you adore!
BY ALISHA CHAVIS |
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| ehh |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|11:11 am] |
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So me and James have been broken up for about 4 days now and i am so proud of myself because im doing suprisingly better than i thought i would i havent called him or anything. i havent been depressed because ive had great friends to make me smile... and sometimes i get the alone feeling at night when im lying in bed but i dont know if its that i miss him or if its just that i feel weird because the past year ive been dating and i feel single and kinda miss having a b/f! maybe it is for the best tho, i mean he treated me bad and i can do better. ill always love him tho and hell always be one of my bestfriends! so how is everyone doing! I got a brand new car not but 5 days ago! KIA SPECTRA 2005 nigga! its B E A utiful and i love pimpin it around town! i hung out with robert yesterday and i admit i missed him so much! i was driving to the bp gas station and i look over and see people waving at me. at first i notice travis then i turn around and look back and see robert, about piss my pants, then they turned into the gas station and i say "LETS HANG NIGGAS" so we hung! robert is lookig really fucking cute nowadays and i found myself hugging him alot. im glad he ca still be my friend despite our past unlike some people! i found myself feeling weird around him all over again! the butterflyie feelings. I MISSED YOU ROBERT! its crazy james breaks up with me but its cool because robert makes me smile!
Love ya guys Alisha |
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| too add to that thought |
[May. 26th, 2005|01:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | still AT WORK | ] |
Sorry got cut off earlier... i love you and i just wish youd put the past behind us...we were really close and i know you loved me... but if you loved someone that much why cant you still be their friend.. i dont wanna live my life not knowing how your doing, not knowing where u are, not recieving a phone call from you just to say hi and that your doing good.... i dont wanna live like that ... im not mad at you for not paying my ticket... oh the fuck well it was my responsibilty anywho... but please call me or email me and if not well i guess then.... FUCK IT! im not going to force anything on to u so if you would like to hate me for the rest of your life then thats your choice. byebye |
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| i miss you |
[May. 26th, 2005|11:22 am] |
I miss you as a friend alot. i know you hate me as of recently by i find myself asking about you! i reallly really do miss you. you know who you are.
please dont hate me forever a |
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| best news for alisha! im sure most of yall dont know |
[May. 26th, 2005|10:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  restless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the sounds of my boring silent job | ] |
im going in two weeks to have my cervical cancer removed... im really scared because ive never had surgery... and the thought of someone chopping out peices of my vag. isnt to thrilling! and guess what else sucksss ass I AM NOT GOING TO EVEN BE PUT TO SLEEP!! im getting "numbing ointment" and that doesnt sound too promising... someone please love me and tell me it will be okay =( and visit me and bring me pitty presents lol!
Love you guys Alisha
love you james! |
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| This is what happens when your bored at work! |
[May. 25th, 2005|04:06 pm] |
~~Cute quotes found online~~ DANG YA KNOW IMA PIMP
Im threw with guys they all tell lies, all they do is make girls cry, loving them is such a sin.... OHH baby check out that guy that just walked in
He holds me when i start to cry, makes me smile with just his eyes, shares my hopes dreams and fears, wipes away all my tears, i love him with no regret... to bad i havent found him yet!
I like you because who you are to me, i hate you because of what you did to me, i miss you because she has you and not me, i love you and thats how it will always be!
dont cry because its over smile because it happened
Princess of the year, playmate of the season, your boyfriend left you and im the reason, so watch your backs and make some room, cuz this lil cuties coming through
noone dies a virgin, life FUCKS us all
I ran up the door, closed the stairs, said my pajammas, and put on my prayers, turned off the bed, and hopped into the light all because u kissed me goodnight |
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[Apr. 7th, 2005|02:29 pm] |
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Today is me and my babys 8th month. i never would have thought in the past that i would be dating james shunk and ecsepically not for 8months, because james was never the going out with someone type of person. but baby im so glad its worked and i love you with all of my heart. i know we have had our problems but we pull through, and let me tell you, i love the way you treat me now. you treat me like a woman is suppose to be treated. i love you baby and i cant wait to add many more months on to the 8 we already have. |
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[Mar. 26th, 2005|10:47 am] |
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so maybe i just need to face the facts that we will never be together ever again. im sick of feeling like there is hope for me and you when i know in my head theres probably none but my heart says differently...? i love you and i hate love! it sucks because i actually thought we were going to be a happy couple for a long time only to realize i just lost you forever... that canversatio last night brought me to my knees and made me hope for us to be together again, only to wake up this morning and talk to you on the phone and you being like can i help you? i dont know what to do everything was fine and then i lose you life sucks!! and no one comments on my journals anymore, do i even have any friends out there? i feel alone like i lost everything and everyone..... |
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| broken heart, will it ever mend? |
[Mar. 25th, 2005|10:55 am] |
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ive had the worst spring break ever.....james broke up with me, i cant stop thinking about him tried calling him, he doesnt want to talk to me... i hate myself,im a terrible person, i wish we would have never had that fight that caused his parents to make him leave me... i feel like its my fault, and now i will suffer... he broke up with me tuesday.. happy mother fucking easter... |
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[Feb. 19th, 2005|12:53 pm] |
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Had alot of fun last night! went to the state fair with gency, danielle,and justin. got there around 6:30, had a little bit of a wrong exit turn lol the sun was in my eyes! neways rode all kinds of rides, saw a huge rat he was 7ft long lol! saw a 13ft alligator,it was gay, we had to pay 50cents to see him, it wasnt worth it! laughed as some goats headbutted eachother, it was amusing, hmm spent alot of money on french fries and strawberry daquris,left around 12:00, stopped by chados house to see him, he wasnt home... so talked to josh peters for like 10mins, he told me some hurtful things... cuz i said i missed chado and hes like my brother, and then peters said all chado does is talk shit about me ad not to even waste my breath asking him cuz hell lie and say he doesnt... i dot know weather to believe him or not... Luv you all byebye, p.s. good luck hunnie o your race today, i kow youll win, you dont eve need luck!! i love you <3 |
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| LONG TIME NO JOURNAL! dont you miss me=( |
[Feb. 11th, 2005|11:34 pm] |
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| | from autum to ashes, short storys with tragic endings! | ] |
even if I don't speak to you often,
post a memory of me.
it can be anything you want,
it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
then post this to your journal to
see what people remember about you.
so its been a really really long time since i have been on LJ, and i kinda miss this little emo thing! =/ oh DANG, went and saw the 12 angry jurors tonight by drama club, i was an usher lol i had o role in the play but as for Allison, kaliegh, skittles,ad every 1 else in the play, you guys did great! i stood at the door and randomly handed out programs! UH, but on the good side, i saw josh white and i miss him! i was happy.=).... and uhhh I WANNA ADOPT MANDI! i miss her so much, it feels so akqward (sp)without my baby here, i miss you so much mandi, i find my self crying and just wanting to get in my car and drive to your house but the i realize its all the way in largo =( it make me sad knowing your so far away! im grounded and i turn 18 in 2months, how pathetic is that, its fridayand im stuck in all weekend, but i get to go to the state fair next weekend. i feel like alot is missing in my life, lately ive just been feeling BLAH, i feel like theres more to my life but i cant seem to figure out what. a big chunk is gone recently. maybe its mandi, but i think its more than that......... james has been being weird lately with me, i mean he doesnt even hold my hand when we walk down the hallway anymore... he walks in front of me, i guess maybe hes bored with me, he tells me he still loves me and all but i feel like something is really wrong.. i love him so much and hope its just the fact that hes been tired from work.. i dont want my heart broken, i mean we still have good times and today he went to the play with me and acted like he wasnt bored with me! maybe i am just a worry wart! OHHH DANG!! love you guys, dont 4get do my memory thing on top of page! Later, Alisha |
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[Oct. 17th, 2004|02:10 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drunk | ] |
| [ | music |
| | over and over by nelly | ] |
So i just got back from homecoming it was alot of fun james couldnt go with me tho, he was grounded. =( but devon drove all the way here to see me and he brought me a present OHHH YEAHHH BACARDI 151! holla lol i got drunk with alyse and sabrina and we went to homecoming trashed danced had fun then went and saw james and went home it was pretty fun but a waste of munnny! big time 30 for hair 40 for nails and toes 100 for dress 40 for shoes 10 for jewelry 12 for ticket 20 for dinner and 20 for gas!!! MAN IT WAS A WASTE OF MONNEY!! but i looked boooottyyyiful ad had fun =) |
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| please fill out |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|08:55 pm] |
() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() have sex with me?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
() let me take you out to dinner?
() drive me somewhere/anywhere?
() take a shower with me?
() be my bf/gf?
() have a fling with me?
() listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
() buy me a drink if i didnt have money?
() take me home for the night?
() would you let me sleep in your bed?
() sing car kareoke w/ me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() let me give you a piggyback ride?
() come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? |
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| BLOOG |
[Sep. 13th, 2004|07:59 pm] |
so i cant believe you asked me if i liked your best friend now i feel odd... i dot know
IS GOD GOING TO FOREVER PUNISH ME FO ALL MY SINS!
Bathe me in bad luck forever then graciously send me my true love to clean eveyrthing up!
i feel dead like a zombie!
watch out i might get you! |
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| Shoot me why dont you? hmm BORED |
[Sep. 13th, 2004|07:21 pm] |
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so i thought id make an intresting title for this one! so im really bored guys. friday went out with james and we went to hooters got in a sorta kinda fight thingy and then he sat on the curb and i was crying and he said "you have no idea how much i fucking love you" that made me think alot about stuff and how much someone loves me. im loved by .... no comment and yeah it feels nice. anyways friday i basically hung out with james and jerry, took jerry to see britt and on my way home i got a speeding ticket for 205.50$$ im so fucked i could have sworn it was 55 but nope right on memorial by polk park way it changes to 45 OH MEHN i was going 65mph, and mr cpo didnt like that to much... so yeah im pretty much fucked i have no job and my parents are broke... im not in trouble tho my mom just says i have to call my daddy to pay it... hmm saturday i went to mandis she wasnt home, went to rib house she wasnt there. so me james and jerry went to shogun and guess who brenden and travis were there, so we talked to them they asked me to take them to go get an ounce so i did, drank some beer, i broke my 1 month and a half by smokeing but the time machine looked so tempting... AH, i couldnt help myself and then i wasss sooo high off one hit, now im pissin like a race horse b/c i took some Azos to clean out my system b4 my drug test! neways sunday went and picked up james, came back to my house went to sleep then took him home. today i drank some beer and went to jerrys and hung out with them a lil then came home and 2 hours lata KNOCK KNOCK james is at my door. now i am bored and desperatly need somehting to do, called mandi shes not home i figured that was going to happen, cuz me and her havent spent time together in a while and i really miss her and feel like i am losing her.... i have lost so much and i dont wanna lose anymore or run anymore... the more ironic thing is i keep hearing the name DEVON i saw a street called devon ave, i went to walmart and someone yelled devon at james, and then i came home and when i walked in the door devon called me like i said I ve lost so much.. i love you mandi i dont wanna lose my Mejor amiga! A' donde esta' el bano?? i miss everything about the cabanna man i also miss eveyrone i feel as if i have no friends.... |
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